Sometimes I worry about not seeing the road to walk on today. Sometimes I think the road appears just as I am lifting my foot to get on to the next step of the journey. Today I thought of all the baggage to carry with me and then thought how do I decide what to bring along with me? I still feel a bit funny about my lack of education and what right do I have, in a room filled with academics, to walk the road I am walking on.
At those moments I feel God looking at me. At first that makes me uneasy until I tell Him that I really want to look life in the eye. I know that if I do that with Him, no matter how many times someone may prove they are better than I am or when I fall on my face doing what He has asked me to do – it will be okay.
Then I throw myself into His arms and I celebrate being rescued. I can sing with my CDs in the car and it feels at that very moment that God has answered each one of my prayers – and I am full.